Mindless Musings #1

A bittersweet memory

This view took my breath away!

Quarantines and Lockdowns have made some of us productive, while others like myself, are constantly on edge.Yesterday, to take my mind off things, I revisited old pictures and memories.

Now, this particular picture, that I have inserted above, caught my eye. And I was taken back to a bittersweet day 2 years ago. 5 minutes later, I was typing away everything I remembered about that day.

I loved writing about it, so, I came across this idea wherein I start this series called “Mindless Musings” and every once in a while, I write about such days, experiences and fond memories!

Below is my first piece of “Mindless Musings”

Let me know what you think!

Encounter with a Cable Car

Even as a little girl in amusement parks, I refused to venture on rides that had anything to do with heights.

Heights. Probably my greatest fear. I have never been one to face my fears, or try in the slightest to get over them. So, the moment I set foot into a cable car for the first time ever, I had a feeling that it won’t end well.

Now, as you read this, you might think that this is my tale of an experience that helped me overcome my fear. I am sorry to disappoint, because that’s just not the case.

Having given in to my cousins’ coercion, I perched on the edge of one of the makeshift seats inside this daunting glassy box that accommodated five people. One very scared girl and her four overly joyous cousins.

I heard the automated doors closing down and trapping me in that box, that would travel so far away from the green fields of Switzerland, Europe. I have never been claustrophobic, but suddenly I was. I heard instructions blaring from the speaker located above my head, and finally I heard the voice say, “Sit back and enjoy your ride.”

Sitting back and enjoying were the two things that felt surreal, impossible, bizarre. As my sister started to reassure me that we were safe, my brother continued to tease me. While the other two were busy clicking pictures.

To be honest, to this day, I have no idea about what either of them said. It was impossible to focus on anything except that the box of horrors would start moving in a few seconds.

Just as we took off!

I felt a slight jerk, and suddenly we were moving, as the others cheered, I sat very still in this box of horrors. Terrified. At first, we were moving horizontally, but gradually, I felt a slight incline.

Now, everyone was silent. While my co-passengers were in awe, all they did was stare at everything around them, mesmerized. I, however had my eyes shut, completely silent.

I was told afterwards, that talking, felt like disturbing the serendipity they found in that car. So, all I heard were hushed whispers in tones of amazement.

Now, humans are curious creatures, so I gave in to their demands and requests and cracked one eye open, what I saw, gave me chills. And not in the good way. I was now staring at my feet which were set on the floor of the box. Only, it was transparent. I saw how far away I was, how far away I could fall.

At 3000 feet above the sea level, I had a meltdown.

So, I shut my eyes again, only this time I started to pray. Now, I am a Hindu. And Hinduism has no shortage of Gods and deities. So, I prayed to all of them, or at least all of the ones I know. Hoping, that at least one of them would hear my pleas. From Gayatri Mantra to Hanuman Chalisa, I called upon all deities.

But even as I did so, I felt the incline of the cable car get steeper. My eyes were shut, my hands over them, when i felt four supportive hands on my shoulders. The car was very small, so reaching out wasn’t tough. I knew they wanted me to share this newfound serendipity.

The view I was greeted by.

Once again, I found it in my heart, to give it another chance. So, my hands moved away from my eyes as I made it a point to not peer through the transparent base of the cable car. Instead, I peered around, all I saw was pale blue sky around me.

We were too far away from the ground,there were no birds flying. Only the clouds floating by. I saw another cable car ahead of ours and I saw the passengers gesticulating at each other, drawing each other’s attention
to the different views. Beside me, I heard appreciative cheers.

I was torn. I wanted to shut my eyes once again but there was this part of me that never wanted to stop worshipping the view in front of me.

At 3500 feet above the sea level, I found serenity and tranquility. However, that did not take away my fear.

I heard the camera click, as my sister attempted to get a few pictures with my face showing. But my eyes kept darting away. To the clouds floating by. Now, I am not sure of what happened next. All I remember is the urge to look down. So I did.

What I experienced next, is called, adrenaline induced tachycardia. My heart beat irregularly, on a pace that is unusually high. Exhilaration. Fear. Intertwined together.

All I saw was the green fields for as long as I could see, with small water bodies distributed everywhere. I saw small specks, moving through these fields, that I assumed to be the inhabitants.

At 4000 feet above sea level, I realized just how insignificant I was in the Universe. How small, maybe even unimportant.

And even though, sitting back and enjoying were still surreal, impossible, bizarre. I was wonderstruck, amazed, astonished.

Towards the end of our journey, this was the view!

I heard the lady from the speaker, announcing that we had reached the end of our journey and within seconds I felt the box of horror coming to a halt. I realized, that somewhere after my meltdown, the claustrophobia had gone away. Although, I was still scared out of my wits, I had a certain reverence for the beauty I had witnessed.

I heard, the automated doors opening, I remember standing up and walking out.

The hushed whispers turned to normal conversation as I stepped into the coffee shop that was built nearby. Then, out of nowhere came a group hug and whispers of appreciation and support.

As I stepped in the queue, I realized just how significant I was to my family. How important, and loved.

So, I realized, that although, I was a speck in a population of more than 7 billion spread over continents far away. I had immense significance in my family. After all, I comprised a fifth of the group hug that followed my first cable car ride.

This was two years ago. As of now, I continue my love hate relationship with heights. It is, still, one of my greatest fears.

47 replies on “Mindless Musings #1”

I really loved this post. You described everything so aptly. So much so that I felt the adrenaline rush as well. ๐Ÿ˜›

Looking forward to read many more of the “Mindless Musings” series. ๐Ÿ˜€

P.s: Referring to a cable car as “Horror Box” was AWESOME. ๐Ÿ˜€

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Hi Rishika ,
I loved the name at the first place โ€œwhimsical wordsmithโ€ ๐Ÿ‘
Very beautifully written. โ€œAdrenaline induced tachycardia โ€œ I so much related to that .. I fear heights too ๐Ÿ˜Š
And I liked the last few paragraphs where you described your familyโ€™s feelings so well .. looking forward to read more ..

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Hey, thank you so much for taking the time to read. That name took some thinking, I’m glad you like it. Hahaha, heights are a very evil fear. I’ve missed out on so many opportunities because of it ๐Ÿคฆ๐Ÿปโ€โ™€๏ธ. I am grateful for your support!

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This was a beautiful piece of writing. I too am terrified of cable cars, but Iโ€™ve been on them quite a lot. Once I was on the Benalmadena cable car when it stopped for five minutes at the steepest point ๐Ÿ˜ฑ I was terrified, but a kestrel hovered directly in front of the car and it was a wonderful sight, and something to focus on until the car started to move again!

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Hey, Ingrid. Thank you so much for taking the time to read. I don’t have much experience with cable cars but I’m pretty sure I would have had a full blown breakdown if I was in your place. It is great how you handled yourself! Yes, the beautiful views make it worthwhile.

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I’m not good with heights either, so I could feel your fear. You captured the juxtaposition well of being an insignificant speck in a huge universe, while at the same time being an incredibly important part of the whole – both at the same time. I love that. A lovely musing.

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Hi, thank you so much for taking the time to read. Haha, fear of heights is particularly difficult to shake off. I am so glad you enjoyed this piece. Truly grateful for your appreciation! Have a great day and stay safe.

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Haha! That was such an amusing, brilliantly articulated experience. I too am afraid of heights, and i saw myself doing what exactly you would be doing. Even call out all the gods out there. Love your tale here.

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Hey, thank you so much for taking the time to read. I really appreciate your kind words. I think it’s really important to do things every once in a while, that challenge our fears, haha. I am really glad you enjoyed this piece, it was written on a whim! Have a great day and stay safe!

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Hey, thank you so much for taking the time to read! I am really glad you enjoyed this piece. Yes, reminiscing old memories keeps me going during the lockdowns. Thank you for your kind words! Have a great day and stay safe ๐ŸŒผ

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Hi, thank you for taking the time to read. Yes, I did! In the end, what I learned and saw was totally worth the fear! I really appreciate your kind words. Have a great day and stay safe.


Hi Michele, thank you for taking the time to read. Haha, I gave in to my family’s pressure and the result wasn’t so bad! Fear of heights is nasty to shake off, but I hope that both of us will get over it someday! Have a great day and stay safe ๐ŸŒผ

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